Thursday, September 23, 2004

I was sick today.

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Shadesteel


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Who are you?

I am a Lawful Neutral Human Sorcerer.
My Stats are:
Str 10
Dex 15
Con 10
Int 17
Wis 11
Cha 9 (WTF!?!?!)

See what kind of D&D character you are!

I am also a slacker. Most of you know this already though. Right now I am escavating my room, which will probably take two days. I won't be sleeping in there tonight. I am finding stuff that I haven't seen in years, namely class notes from as far back as seventh grade! I have also found almost everything of mine that has gone missing over the past four years. I also found newspapers from 9/12/01, 9/13/01, 9/14/01, and 9/15/01. Really interesting, and quite moving. So, I decided that I am going to seal up everything that would be potentially interesting in the future and putting it in the attic with a plan to find it in approximately 10 years at which point I will have time to sort through all of it :-) Also my closet is now clear so I can figure out what to put in it. Life is short.

Monday, September 13, 2004

Two weeks.

Two weeks without posting. Shame on me. Just to let you know

TODAY'S BIZARRE GOOGLE SEARCH:
BIZARRE GOOGLE SEARCH


In you face Lucas.

ANYways, I am just having a dandy time. I have started drinking water like every doctor for 16 years has been telling me. It actually does feel good, and I feel much cleaner. I still drink Coffee mind you but water serves as the drink in between. Ahh... I have had coffee every day for possibly the last 2 or 3 years. I simply cannot remember a day that I have been without coffee. It is my life partner, that which I will never live without. It is mine, my own.... Oh...sorry.

Hmmm...I have gone without video games for at least 2 months, mabye 3. That is really wierd for me. I used to (3 months ago) to be a video game fiend, but for some reason or another it ceases to interest me more than simply reading, or surfing the internet. Wierd.

Oh, my new and updated top ten movies of all time list:
10. Babe
9. The Matrix
8. The Gladiator
7. Pricess Bride
6. Fight Club
5. Star Wars (Ep. IV)
4. Citizen Kane
3. Apocalypse Now (gotta be redux)
2. The Godfather
1. Kill Bill vol. 1&2 (it is really just one movie)

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Whats weird

This is weird, take a took at the second down on the right and see where it links you to. You'll see what I mean.

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Change

Wow, twice in a week, that's a record for me right? Yeah, well, there is defenitely stuff to talk about. Change always comes when you least suspect it right. Well, right I guess. A certain offer has been made for a change in accomidations that could possibly drastically change my environment, and my remaining twoish years in high school. I look at it with some disbelief, but being myself I am trying not to fule it out as a refles. I find that that is my nature. I typically just backhand any type of change almost reflexively, whether it be ideological, theological, or phisological. I am not a person that likes change. I can adapt quickly enough, but there is always the lingering thought about what kind of level of comfort could I have found in those surroundings had I stayed a little longer, been a little kinder, a little nicer. In middle school, I found some friends that I truly would trust my life with, and luckly for me I have been able to keep in touch with them, even though we go to 3 different schools. But I sometimes wonder had we all stayed in middle school for ninth grade or if we had all gone to school together what would have happened. Would this same group have arisen even if there was no necessity? And this adversion to change is not solely about my being removed from the womb of middle school, but also being removed from elementary school, preschool, moving, and pretty much any change in environment. And now I have another choice facing me. Actually two. I could quite possibly be moving sometime soon, whether it be college or sooner, and I could quite possibly be abandoning all of my friends at my spiritual home to seek another home that can continue to nurture me. I am an Athiest, in all definitions of the word, but I still believe that the communal part of all of us must be nourished. Not doing so does untold harm, not only for the present, but also for the future. I need that nourishment, and there are so few places that I am getting it (aside from the 6ish hours of school). I am now trying to join some clubs, make friends and homes that way, but I know me. I will probably just end up giving them up. I remember that I was an avid member of Amnesty International Club, but because of their silent prayer I decided to abandon the association. Good choice I still think, but that's beside the point. The point is that I don't like change. But, I need to be open to it.

Saturday, August 28, 2004

I don't post enough.

I feel guilty. I look at my post count and I only have 22 posts after about two months on this blog. Well, I guess it's time for the weekly check up. My dog is flea ridden. About a week ago my dad and I were staring at my dogs crotch which is one of the few places that is not covered with black fur and we found at least 13 fleas in about 2 minutes. And see, we had given him a bath not 2 weeks before and the flea tick poison stuff. So, my dad gave the dog a bath when I was at work, and we did use a special flea bath stuff, which ended up killing about 1000 fleas according to my dad who swears he's not exagurating.. We washed pretty much every surface of our house, and not 2 days ago a flea bomb was set off in the den. But, the dog still has some fleas. So, my dad gave him another flea bath today, and now he smells really chemically. I can see why fleas don't want to bite that.
On to other news, I lost by a very narrow margin the position of president for Model UN. This is going to be the third year that I have done Model UN, a tie with Tom Martin and James Kotecki for the record I believe. Anyways, a certain presidential hopeful was sucking up to Tranquillo hoping to get the edge, even though they had only gone once. I had gone twice, but I am only a junior, so Tom Martin won. It is very disappointing for me. In fact, it downright sucks. But that's beside the point. No.... wait.... that is the point. Yeah, so this year I get to sit back and try to not be overyly passive agressive to Tom, and Tom, if you're reading this, I still love you, I'm just a little miffed. So, Lucas and I are going to be doing the Security Council this year. The perk is that we can use "Demands" at the begining of sentences now (MUN humor) and we get to be woken up in the middle of the night to deal with a mock crisis, and then we get to sleep for the rest of the day. It's going to be fun, even if I'm not running the show.
Well, I'm only getting 5 hours in this week at work, or at least that's what I'm scheduled for. So, next paycheck is going to be pretty skinny, but hopefully labor day weekend will make up for the short fall. I try to work 10-12 hours a week, but because nobody goes to see movies during the school year it's hard to convince the managers to schedule me for times when I'm not at school and not at a party with my crazy groupies. Why is money so important. The idea of a VERY small communist society is becoming more and more appealing to me. Yeah, call me a red, see what I care.
Classes are interesting this year. I have three easy classes; Health (rofl), ADV. Env. Sci (boyer, eww...), and Honors Mixed (YEAH!!). I have four hard classes: AP Calc AB (Mr. Felder rocks), AP English III (Chalifoux gets on my nerves, more on that later), and APUSH (Ms. Klein is pretty cool). So, hopefully the three easy classes will help me not get too exhausted this year. So, Mrs. Chalifoux. She is just like my 7th grade teacher Mrs. Brannock. History lesson of the day: Mrs. Brannockk was a bitch. She made us write a 20 page paper, copy the ENTIRE golossary (I know I didn't spell that write, shut up), watch videos of her ugly dogs for writing inspiration, take pop tests that consisted of two questions, and one of which she herself was wrong but refused to admit, but I digress. Mrs. Chalifoux shares many of Mrs. Brannock's mannerism, she had a picture of her dog posted on the wall, and she REALLY reminds me of Mrs. Brannock.
Sexual Tension is funny.
Oh... Yeah... one more thing. It is really annoying when I like a girl and then once I almost have gathered the courage to ask them out, they start going out with some other guy. That really pisses me off, and what pisses me off more is when that relationship lasts for a while. In high school relationships aren't supposed to last for very long. It seems teens should be inherently flighty and want to experience as much variety in the opposite sex as possible as to know better what you want to eventually hopefully marry. But no, lets waste lots of time by going out with somebody and then break up because you have to go to different colleges and then the guy breaks into the girls house but is caught by the girl and her mother and then the boy goes and becomes and alchoholic and that isn't me by the way. AHHHHH Hormones PISS me off. Lots of things piss me off, but particularly horomones. They convolute the way you perceive things and that isn't cool at all.

Friday, August 20, 2004

This last week

Well, right now Nate is sitting on my couch, reading about something or the other and I am so tired that the only thing that can keep me awake is typing so here it goes. I would like to start out by also saying that my site meter privacy has now been downgraded to medium privacy so if you wish to see my average hits a day (116) and crap like that feel free to take a gander.
Ahhh...I'm so tired. I can barly even think about having to work tomorrow (well, really today) and on Sunday. Hopefully nobody will want to see a movie. If you have any humanity don't come to the Garner Towne Square theatre. In fact, steer clear from pretty much any Regal Entertainment theatre. That company is owned by the devil and is probably mastermined by a bunch of republicans. But, they're not as bad as Consolidated Theatres because CT is planning on builing an 18 or a 20 in White Oak plaze with will put my theatre unquestionably out of business. So that means that I will either have to apply to the enemy and abandon all of the allegiances that I have extablished thus far or stick with the sinking ship and watch my job security go down the drain. And there is always the possiblity of getting another job but the benefits for tthis one are simply too good. God I'm tired.
I throughly dislike English this year. 1. There are very few people with something interesting to say, 2. Mrs. Chalifoux (emphasis on the Foux (mistake) part) is grinding on my nerves. 3. Ethan Frome was depressing and annoying to read because I didn't like any of the characters. Not even the narrator. Two thumbs down is my rating. My eyes are slowly drifting further and further towards the floor. AHH. Wake UP!!
My dog was found to have approximatly a thousand fleas on him about a week ago which was about two weeks after we had applied a flea treatment to him which is supposed to last for a month, so my entire family had to wash and vacuum everything, and my dog had to watch as thousands of fleas dropped dead in the flea bath. It was not a pleasant experience.
Prom is coming up. I'm SO freaking screwed.
Right now I am missing this sleepover with most of the people that went to Cuba with me. It is kinda depressing to think that these people that I will never forget are having sooo much fun without me. It sucks in fact, but I have responsibilities, plus I wasn't exactly keen on the idea of going to a sleepover at a non church (at least for a church group). If any of that makes any sense.
What really pisses me off is that Claire Long is trying to steal the presidency away from my for Model UN. I love Model UN and have done it ever since I started my freshman year. I am nigh positive that last year was Claire's first year, and the only reason why she might even be considered is because she's a senior and she jumped the gun on volunteering for Mrs. Tranquillo for Model UN. Just to tell you all, you should come to the presidential election MUN meeting just to elect me. If you love me what so ever all of you will. No excuses. But really folks, MUN is a wonderful experience and it truly a ton of fun. Stupid James Kotecki not endorsing me from the start! @#*&$*#$^!!!!!
APUSH has been rather interesting this year. I am constantly reminded about what Mrs. Newmark tought me in 8th grade as the events of American History all seen rather familiar. Mrs. Klein is actually really cool. I could have sworn that horror stories about her were circulating like the plague, but now it sounds as though everybody had always liek Mrs. Kleine. I could have sworn. Well, I could've sworn on lots of things but that doesn't change that fact that it was probably just something that I pulled out of my ass. GOD I'M TIRED!!!!