A girl.

Right now I am currently obsessed with two things, the Fantasy genre and Spider-Man. Yes, I know, I'm a marketer's dream, becoming obsessed with the character after the movie has come out, leading them to get all of my money and me be left with products that will quickly fade from my mind. Anyways, Spider-Man has been getting to me. He is too much like me, or not enough, it's difficult to tell. He has problems with school work getting done, I have problems getting schoolwork done, albiet for different reasons. He is brilliant, I think I'm brilliant, he struggles with money, I struggle with money. It's like just what I am right now except for one thing. The Spider-Man comics have always included Mary Jane, the next door neighboor love interest. She has always been very integral to the plot, as she was with both of the movies so far, and with the comics. She is part of Spider-Man, and he is part of her. They are star crossed lovers, destined to be together. I have a dog. I must admit not having gone out with somebody during the last school year certainly did kill my self confidence, but it isn't so much that I want to be an eligable bachelore, I want to find that soul mate, a confidant, a comforter, someone that I can help and who can help me. I can't healp but feel that insessant tugging in the depths of my soul for something more. I just don't have it. I almost had it once with this girl named Hunter in 8th grade, but that didn't work out. I just have never had the experience of having a wonderful and stable romantic relationship. I have had flings, yes, but nothing that has lasted any significant amount of time. Being all alone during the summer doesn't help matters much either. No consistent interaction with other kids my age, making it so much harder to even guage if I would be interested in any of the people that I know. I know, your probably thinking woe is you, but it does kinda suck to me at least.