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By the way, I did get a 5 on the Gopo AP and a 3 on the Music Theory. The music theory is about what I expected (I got a 4 on the non audio and a 3 on the audio which somehow averages out to 3) and being that it is THE hardest test that I have ever taken, I am pleased with that result. I called Mrs. Newmark to share the good news and she rejoiced with me and then we casually chatted about what movie she should take Mr. Newmark to go see, and I said Spider-Man 2.  Anyways, I'm ecstatic, but I have yet to tell my parents. Don't know why, I just don't feel like it. 5!!!!!!! EAT IT!!!!!! DAMN that feels good. 5!!! That's like uber college credit. If I keep at this rate I will be one of those special students that they had names for in the one sheet of paper that came home with the AP grades. 5!!!!! I wasn't sure I could do it, but evidently I did.  Wonder how everyone else did. I probably had the lowest 5. NO, I shouldn't be so pessimistic. I WAS PERFECT. NOTHING WRONG. I GOT A FIVE!!!!
Yet I  can't help but focus on the bad, but such is my nature. Dick says that for every 9 times I think about something I was unsuccessful at I should think of something that I Was successful at. It's so hard though. Success just goes in and then I shit is right out and I simply don't remember it. It leaves me with nothing but the nasty memories. Darn those nasties.